I’m told practicing gratitude doesn’t necessarily mean you have to feel it or even mean it. this morning: simmering rage. big parts of my life are very far from where I would have them. plus almost no certainty about any area of my life. I feel shell shocked and worn down. My last shekels are leaving me. I have no prospects for getting a job. My home is in default. Bankruptcy looms.
I see I have a roof over my head, at least for now. I have food and shelter. I have clothing and a car. I am thankful for that. I have someone in my life who loves me dearly and who I dearly love. this is all true, today. thank you.